I let myself
Hate you
I let myself
Remember
I let myself
Go there
I let myself
Realise

There’s nothing left
Nothing gained
There’s nothing left
Only Pain

I hate myself
When I hurt you

I hate myself
When I remember
I hate myself
When I go there
I hate myself
When I realise

There’s nothing left
Nothing gained
There’s nothing left
Only Pain

Illusions of control
In an alternate reality
Pretend you’re alive
Pretend you’re alive

Imperfect resolution
To a world you can’t contain
Pretend you’re alive
In your reality of decay

Pretend you’re alive
Pretend you’re alive

Limited complication
In the embrace of dependency
Pretend you’re alive
Pretend you’re alive

Complex separation
From a balanced point of view
Pretend you’re alive
In your reality of decay

I never wanted anything
Never needed anything
Never believed in anything
But you…

(Lyrics by Fitz and A.Manns)

Even now
The victims teach the victims
Insects and slaves
For greater god they never did
And now the game continues
“Infectus incubus” perverts once more
We still meander
With verbal masturbation

Insects and Metaphors surround me
Insects and Metaphors confound me
…

And now we see
The result of our inaction
So many ways
To demonstrate our apathy
There are many voices
Preaching of a world of hate and pain
We join(ed) the chorus
And the world is now against us

Insects and Metaphors surround me
Insects and Metaphors confound me
…
Insects and Metaphors are killing

Even now
The conflict still it rages
Hatred and pain
Draw more soldiers to the cause
Where will it end?
All this senseless complication
When we’re all gone
When the world comes to an end

Insects and Metaphors surround me
Insects and Metaphors confound me

Move
In the company
Of martyrs
It’s easier this way
Let the pain be your voice
Bigoted through righteousness
Too easily dismissed
Now I am nothing

Take off this mask
Are you so eager to believe
To achieve nothing
Is that what you strive for
Malcontent with knowledge
No ‘Catcher in the Rye’
Burn in the abyss
Of your guilt

So this is it…

Who is your master
If god is dead
Your silver lining
Will turn to red
Acknowledge truths
Within the lie
There’s nothing for you
When you die

Move
Get away from me
You and your murder
Cant you think for yourself?
Don’t just do what you are told
Questionable motives
That lead you here
There’s nothing left for you
But fear
Curbing frustration
In a world of lies
Why don’t you find out
What it hides?
No inner demons
To convolute
You are the one
Without salute

So this is it…

You break my body
When you try to take control
You’re in my mind
You’re like a body bag
For my soul
You think you can take me
Apart at the seams
You’re in my head now
You infect my dreams

Your selfish discipline
Your selfish discipline

You pull me down
Into your hole
You dig your claws
Deep in my soul
You think you can make me
Get down on my knees
You think you can break me
It’s not what it seems

Your selfish discipline
Your selfish discipline
Your selfish discipline
You took my life
You took my soul
Your selfish discipline
Took what you wanted
You’ve taken it all

You hide it from me
You keep it to yourself
I keep looking back
I can’t stay away

You know I’ll be there
It’s all part of your plan
Keep pushing me down
Won’t let me up for air

It’s all about you
And your stupid games
No room for me there
And I can’t play

You keep it from me
You save it for someone else
You know I’ll be back
You know it’s the only thing

Beauty is your toy

You look at me
You’re looking for something else
I try so hard but
You want what I can’t be

It’s all in the game
I think you just toy with me
We’re not all the same
But some of us try to be

Beauty is your toy

Beauty is your toy
It’s my favourite game
I wanna play with you

Beauty is your toy
It’s my favourite game
I wanna play with you

Fighting to contain our reality
Wanting all control, breaking free
Tangents draw new lines in the sand
Assimilate, pave the way for the damned

We are the rejects
We are the outside
We are the silent
We are the noise
We are your freedom
We are the noise

Society in decay, we watch it bleed
Elitists seize the day, their will decreed
Illusions of control, we stand in line
Lies on demand, our consciousness in decline

We are the rejects
We are the outside
We are the silent
We are the noise

Nobody told me that I had to live
My life down on my knees
A servant of a world that
Treats the truth like a disease
Too many broken wings
Too many one-eyed kings
Nobody gets to tell me
What I do or what I am

Respect
Your name
Reject
Your shame

So many ways to pay
For the debts that are not mine
Demagogues pave the way
Ignorance becomes a shrine
Fighting outside the ring
On manufactured puppet strings
False flags fool a nation
And the world has gone insane

Respect
Your Name
Reject
Your Shame

Was it the seeds of doubt
When they told you what you should believe?
Paranoid to spell out
The words that you used to deceive

Don’t complicate me
Recriminate me
Don’t suffocate me
Would you see me dead?
Don’t imitate me
You desecrate me
Don’t hesitate….

You want me dead
You want me dead

Who do you call devout
When you don’t trust anything you perceive?

Self-delusion is all about not knowing
When the world is mis-conceived
Don’t complicate me
Recriminate me
Don’t suffocate me
Would you see me dead?
Don’t imitate me
You desecrate me
Don’t hesitate….

You’d see me dead
You want me dead…

What have I done to you?
You want me dead
Why do I need you?
You want me dead

Everything you say
Everything you mean
Everything you think
Everything you know
Everything you want
Everything you believe
Everything’s right here
It’s for control

Everywhere you go
Everywhere you stay
Everything you do
Everyone you pay
Everyone you need
Everone you know
Everything they say
It’s for control

Controlled by them
Controlled by them

Everything you want
Everything you need
Everything you think
All the things you’ve seen
All the times you fall
All the times you fail
When you’re on your knees
When you’re not for sale

When you’re begging for control